There is a battle raging.
It’s a battle for your gifts.
It’s a battle for the unique things you have to offer the world.
We hosted a guest worship team at church a few months ago. The worship leader shared something that I’ve been thinking about since then:
“The enemy wants to destroy the call on our lives.”
Oh, friends, how I’ve felt this intimately over the past few months.
I was certain 2012 would be “the year of the book.”
Then, I was positive that it would be done by my 2013 birthday (almost 4 months ago now).
I have lots of excuses.
As I try to grieve the loss of my father in the midst of life carrying on…
As I fill out death-related paperwork that I’ve put off until the last minute…
As I once again try and stuff my emotions with food (something I’m quite good at, apparently)…
And God is His faithfulness keeps poking me, every month or so.
You know, my love, I still want you to finish that book.
Sometimes He’s not so gentle. In fact, He told me in December (yes, almost 9 months ago) to get over myself because the book isn’t really about me anyway. It’s about Him. It’s not about how awesome I am (because Lord literally knows that apart from Him – yeah, not much to impress anything); it’s about how awesome He is.
Well, the book is at the copy editor, and all I have left to do is write the back cover.
It has been a battle.
God has given you something unique, something particular that He wants you to offer to the world.
What is stopping you? The enemy? The negative self-talk? All the excuses about why we’ll do it later?
Here’s the thing about your gifts: they’re not for you anyway.
You may not think you have much to offer. Well, that’s a lie. That is where the battle rages because that’s exactly the position Satan wants you to stay in. Satan easily convinces us that we can’t make an impact and thus paralyzes us from doing the little (or lot) that we can do.
“Don’t copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will learn to know God’s will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect.” Romans 12:2 (NLT)
What is standing in the way of using your gifts today? What can you do today as a step of obedience toward God and what He might be calling you to do?